Below is an excerpt from a client session that took place in July 2019. Thank you to our client for being willing to share this excerpt.

Client:  So I see a man standing there.  

Scott:  What does he look like?

C: He looks like Jesus or Yeshua as I call him, “Yeshi.”  He’s just standing very still. I’m just dancing around.  

S:  Is there something he wants to tell you or show you or something he wants you to know?

C:  Oh, he wants me to come with him. Except we’re going somewhere now.  

S: Where are we going? 

C:  We’re  going up some stairs and through something. It’s not really a door, it’s just like through something – a threshold or something.  So we’re walking but there is nothing to walk on. It’s just space, not outer space, but just like like a light blue.. mmm..that’s strange.  Okay so he’s moving he’s moving the light around so I can see something beyond it. It’s someplace with big buildings, like castle looking buildings.  We went there and we’re walking… this is the place I call “Cloud City.”

Cloud City

S: Is this a place you’ve been before?

C: Yes, it’s like clouds, it’s like big cathedrals on top of the clouds. 

S: What happens in cloud city?  What’s the purpose of it? 

C: It’s like everyone everyone has a castle or a cathedral in Cloud City.  So I have mine, I have one, everyone has one. And this is kind of like outside the gates of what we would think of heaven. 

S: What’s your cathedral like?  What does it look like?

C:  It has really high ceilings, of course, and hard floors and in the center is a birdbath type of thing with water in it, which I’ve seen before in past lives.  And then there’s big medieval windows and things. It looks very medieval and then there’s steps that go up to an altar space. It’s just a platform with another step and then there’s a big window and that’s where God, the God energy, is.  This is kind of also what I saw in one of my past lives where I was gathering the the water of life. So it’s kind of like you open this this window and the water of life is flowing, which is like this God, this light, this God light. So this is where spiritual people would go into their Cathedral to pray and connect with God and that energy.   So we’re going in there. He’s bringing me up to the stairs. It’s like a cleansing thing when you go there. He’s just kneeling down with me there. And I don’t look like me like I do now, I’m still in my spiritual energy whatever. [Your lightbody?] Yeah.  

S: What does your lightbody look like?

C: There’s a lot of movement.  It’s not still. I have a lot of colors, like green colors and things, and blue swirling all around me.   It’s kind of like if someone had flowy clothes and long hair and they were in a windstorm and it’s kind of like that, but it’s going around me.

E: So I’m touching the water of life and I’m actually drinking some.  That’s cool.  

S: What happens when you drink the water of life?  

C: It makes you brighter.  

S: Does it have a taste?

C: Not really.  It’s just tastes like, [laughing] I can’t explain what light tastes like!  But, it’s making me a little brighter. Cool! So I’m brighter now and I’m blessing myself with the water.  

Heaven

C: Okay, so now we’re going to leave there. He’s holding my hands.  He says, “Do you want to ask me any questions? What do you want to do?”  I said, “Can we go into heaven through the gates?, and he’s like “Yeah, sure!”  So I’m going through there, when you go through there’s a street and buildings and people, but the people look like people they don’t look like me with the energy and stuff.  

S: Are they people you recognize?

C: No, it’s just people.  Everybody recognizes everybody [laughing].  There’s nobody that, in heaven there’s no one that you don’t know.  There’s no strangers.  

S: What happens in heaven? 

C: It’s just a place that’s close to the light.  It’s the place of love. They play, they eat food, they just live their lives in this part.  There’s other parts.  

S: Does everybody go to heaven?  Or how does that work? 

C:  No, not everyone.  Not everyone will go to heaven at once, all at once, he’s saying.  Eventually. Heaven is really big. He says we’re in a small area here, but he’s showing me the vastness of heaven. Not everyone will go to this area of heaven, but everyone will be in heaven.  And now I’m asking him, well I’m confused now, because he says this is where we call heaven, but he’s saying this is where he resides in this heaven. But that heaven as a whole is really enormous.  

S: What’s the purpose of heaven? 

C: It’s where we live. 

S: Where we live?  [Yes] Where we live when we die?  Or where we live in our dreams?

C: [laughing] No this is where we live.  This is where we live.  We don’t live on earth. 

S:  Oh! We live in heaven all the time? 

C: [laughing] Yes.  This is where we all live.  We come here to experience things.  

S: ‘Here’ being earth?  

C:  Yes.  

S: Oh, but we live in heaven? 

C: We always live in heaven.   Always. We live there. This is where we live.

S: And we come to earth to experience things? 

C: Yes. 

S: Do we imagine earth?

C: He says no, it’s real.  I guess it’s more complicated than than we think.  It’s real but it’s not….it’s real, it’s not imaginary.  We visit here (earth) but we live there (heaven). So you know, when people die here (on earth) they say, “Oh, I’m going home.”  

The Higher Self

C: So I asked him, “What is the higher-self?”  He says, well the higher self is you.  

S: Your self that’s in heaven?  

C: Yes.  This [pointing to herself] is a portrayal of me. 

S: Your body is a portrayal of you?  Your experience on earth is a portrayal of you?

C:  Not the body but, you.  This is a portrayal of my higher self.  I’m not even sure what portrayal means, I’ll have to look it up.  Portrayal.  

S: Like a representation of your higher self? 

C: It’s like I’m experiencing myself.  By being here in this portrayal I’m experiencing myself.   

S:  And if you stayed in heaven and didn’t have the experience on earth, you wouldn’t be able to experience yourself as fully?  

C: I’m asking him, “Why can’t I experience myself here?” One second…I can’t experience something that I’m in.   I can only experience it if I move out of it and then move back into it.  

S: OK.  

C: You know?  

S: Yes. 

C:  If you’re swimming in water you’re just in the water and if you’re in there long enough you become…you’re just in it.  Have you ever gotten out of a pool or something and you felt very heavy or you felt the difference, and then you get back in the pool and it’s like you’re experiencing it again.  [smiling and laughing] I just love being with him. We’re just holding hands and he’s just like a friend. He has such good energy, I mean of course he does right? [laughing] Yeah he’s great great energy.  So, I said “Let’s go over here.” And we’re just holding hands walking together. He’s chillin’. He’s very chill. There’s never any resistance from him about things. He just goes with the flow. He doesn’t think about anything, he doesn’t overthink or think about anything, he’s just very easy.  

Who is Yeshua? 

S: Who is he?  Who is Yeshua? And if you want, if it’s easier for you, you can have him just speak right through you. 

C: Oh, I don’t know. [pause as she adjusted] I am the light.  

S: What does that mean to be the light? 

C: It’s love, it’s everything.  Ok, hold on… It’s everything that’s everything’s created from. 

S: We’re taught that Yeshua is the son of God.  Do we understand that correctly? 

C: He is the son of God and God.  Because he is of God, he’s from God.  He came from God. 

S: Do we all come from God? 

C: We all come from him.  

S: We all come from him? 

C: Yes, but he says that we’re all his children.  He comes from God, we come from him. We are children of God and children of him because he is not just one thing.  He’s the son of God and God. We are his children and God’s children because he’s both.  

S: And then who was Jesus, we know as the man who was on earth?

C: Jesus was God incarnate and he experienced himself.  [deep breath] I am the light and the love. All who experience me will know God. 

S: How do we experience you?

C: By loving your neighbor.

S: How do we love our neighbor? 

C: By living through love.  By accepting others. By following my example.  

S: What was your example?  

C: I showed the way to live in the light. 

S: Did you do that as a way to show us what’s possible for each of us?

C: [I did it] to give you a gift, the gift of my love.  Forever and ever. All time. Each and every one of you as my children.  I went through the journey. I saw the light and I showed you how to see the light.  He says he’ll come back in spirit. He’ll come back, but in spirit. 

S: In spirit? 

C: Yes, not in an incarnation. 

S: What would he like us to know? ‘Us’ being the people of earth?

C: We are one.  We are always one.  He says try to remember him.  He says we’ll all come into the light and that everything’s fine, everything’s OK.  

S: Why did we get scared?  Why do people feel scared so much?

C: Not knowing thyself. 

S: When we feel afraid, what’s a good way for us to return to a place of calm peace or love?

C: He says that we should seek him.  He’s always here. We know this. He’s our comfort.  Oh, okay…we’re leaving through the gates. He’s walking me somwhere.  Awwww… we’re hugging. He’s leaving. OK, he’s left me and I’m just in Cloud City.  I’m walking around…